The Summery of the Year 2004

What a year!

In the Name of Love, In the name of Love.

Laughing a devilish smirk

Eyes shaking in squints

A smile beaming and lips chewing

Girlish giggle and a pout for herself,

It’s been quite a year!!

Successful,

uncovering,

Unleashing,

Scary as fuck,

Depressing,

Uplifting,

Addictive.

Inspiring.

Searching,

Obsessing,

Dreaming.

Positive.

Farther.

Nearer.

Closer.

Cold.

Very hot.

Mirrored hatred.

Mistakes making lessons making sense.

Upside down and inside out.

Monkey.

Advanced.

Soaking knowledge.

Hermit flipside entertainer.

Music.

Awoken from the illusion.

Pulling off the mask with my clawing nails.

Falling in love with everything,

Being inspired by everything.

Letting it go.

Surrender.

Compassion begins and spills out, drips and flows.

Dancing.

Performing.

Magnetizing.

Sexual.

Awake.

Listening.

Becoming the tree.

Healing with the family.

Writing like a crazy, out of control mad woman.

Meditating.

Unions of musical warriors.

Believing.

Painting.

Unions with my blood.

Arresting,

Un-resting,

Reclusive.

Girlish.

Womanly.

Rebellious.

Bitch.

THE DREAMS OF VAL HALLA.

The audience.

The show.

The skin.

Maternal and broody,

Always looking, sometimes blindly.

The 7 colours,

Independent.

And now I sit in the bath of my emotions

Squirming like the worms I saved.

Not believing that I’m still here yet I am.

And that I Am, that I Am me.

Finally found.

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